Lecture & Workshop: ‘Epic Fail’

It’s interesting how failure means different to people. To me, especially when I’m here, failure mainly comes from assessments from tutors or classmates when they don’t think my work tells my ideas while to Teresa Zeng, failure comes from herself when things go out of her plans.

To turn my previous artwork into a failure, I had no clue at the beginning how to start. To get a failed result while trying to work out the same idea is just self-contradicting. But anyways, I started by disassembling my object:

Then I separated the last bit of mixture of nails and wool:

As originally it’s wool with nails hidden inside and the idea is irresistible desire to get close to the attractive, forms that could hurt me emotionally. To fail this intention, I suddenly got the idea of hiding wool inside nails to create an effect of repulsion winning over attraction:

While doing this, I thought further about this object. I was actually still attracted to people who looked dangerous/cold on the surface but whose inside/private world could be found gentle/tender after being connected to. Sometimes, relating too personal feelings or thoughts to an artwork may fail the work to be shared by other people. Jess shared her reading about how we shared more common things that we disliked than things we liked. I found it made sense in a way which people were attracted to different kinds of people but they might not be attracted to same kinds of people.

In the process, I suddenly got another idea of hiding one nail in wool so that it looked completely harmless till you really got into it:

I thought it similar to relationships among human beings when you wouldn’t find a person harmful till you really got close to that person.

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